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Insomnia

Insomnia seems to be back. Probably due to bad sleep pattern over the past couple of days. Down with flu yesterday & a slight sore throat, but it subsided.

Sipping my cup of chamomile tea hoping that it will bring me to slumber later. There's gng to be a heavy load of work to be done later in the afternoon. & hoping that I don't get tempted by Mr. Sandman.

Talking about tea, I realized that my collection has been increasing over the past few months and now I've altogether 7 different type of tea to choose from. Now this is insane.. but oh well, I've been trying to kick the habit of drinking coffee, but tea is caffeinated too. SIGHS*

I do lack motivation and confidence, and tend to over achieve. I guess it's something that I have to learn the hard way as usual. But am telling myself that things are needed to be started small, and it's always hard when you are trying out something new that is not in your comfort zone.

Trying my very best at it ~ wish me luck!

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