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[edit]having a blank mind right now. i've mixed emotions running inside of me. stuffs flashing across my brain like an enless movie. feeling restless, can't sit down at all to finish up my work. don't even know whats the matter with me. i even just vacummed the floor of my room at 1:40am. insane lifestyle!


to me, thinking is a chore. i think too much most of the time and when i get tired of it i just shut it off. like right now.. so maybe that's the cause for my awkward behaviour. i can be a real pain in the arse at times when i don't make use of my brain, i'll just be as straight forward as i am, i will not even know if i've hurt that person's feelings or whatsoever. or maybe even answering your question with the stupidest answer you can ever think of and its super off topic. after that i'll just reminicise about it and think of how stupid i've acted.


i never like confronting a situation. usually i'll try avoiding or forgetting. it's true that one should face the music in whatever they do but sometimes i just chicken out. guess everyone has got their pride. to a certain entend. i can't imagine someone w/o one.


ok just some random thoughts nothing much...[/edited @ 1:37am]


cutting of compress foams really gets on my nerves. just stopped after cutting almost the whole board into small pieces. think i will approach the teacher about the a2 structure. it's simply too huge. not going to continue doing it anymore.


headed to riverside point where the history museum is temporarily located. haded in my registration form together with $10.00. i finally made up my mind last night. joining the open category. hope gotta start on my designs soon. reminds me so much of my o level art.

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