Miss Harlequin

everyone seems to be falling sick this month. 2 of my classmates and myself felt unwell yesterday. down with flu and phlegm, and it seems that my nose will drop any moment. i didnt even know how the hell i ended up with one since i was still feeling ok the previous night. guess it might be from cleaning the floor the other night, clearing the mess that ive created. having a sensitive nose isn't a good thing. couldn't set out on time yesterday, hence i was late for class again. that goodness the lecturer has not mark the attendance when i arrive. was about 30 to almost 45mins late for tutorial. hope i'll reach class on time today. keeping my fingers crossed. InDesign lesson was rather boring. i am almost done with my layout and everything, i just need to add in more detailed work. the teacher had left us with nothing to do while he was at a meeting. he should had let us off earlier, so i would have gone home early and finish my assignments which i have not touched. gonna hav...

how careless can i be? burned two fingers while using the glue gun, cut my pinky and leg while doing the A2 structure. a total klutz. and while i was having break, took a can of 100 plus from the fridge and the bottom one dropped on my right toe. what a day. last minute work yesterday till today. reached school at almost 3:30pm. thank god dad gave me a lift to school since his office is somewhere near there. i can't imagine spending another $15.00 for taxi fare again. scored an a+. the teacher is really lenearn about grades. walked all the way to PS to catch a cab home. everyone was staring at my work. felt really uneasy about it. i almost flipped when the wind blew my structure, thought it was gonna fall off the mounting board. i don't ever wanna do it again. i've spent many hours on it and its enough. the place is in a total mess right now, i need to clean it up.

have not been updating. nothing much lately. just that i've been prcrastinating as usual and missing lessons. like on thursday. was late for my morning lesson so i ended up sleeping again and woke up at 11plus and just took a taxi down to school which i was late again... for about 30-45 min. skipped afternoon lecture. thats about it on thursday. spent most of my time sleeping yesterday. boring i should say. there are tons of thing to finish today so i doubt i'll be heading out or anything. ok gotta run. ciao

fucking sick of being goody 2 shoes. it's not like everyone appreciates what you are doing. just taking things for granted. guess i'll have to be less of a nice person. i mean what do you get in return being so nice? ill talking behind your back?? people be-friending you so as to get help?? FUCKING SICK! yah, so i was this bloody stupid girl who keeps helping people. you won't get paid being nice. it's time i started limitting myself to good deeds i do. i won't be so foolish anymore. ...so next time if you ever want to decide and plan something, girl i suggest you do it urself. i am not your frickin middleman. even if we've decided upon the date and time, you will just fly an aeroplane. it's not the first time already and we're getting fucking sick of it. since you suggested it, plan it. don't push everything to ME or the rest. thats all i've to say.

[edit] having a blank mind right now. i've mixed emotions running inside of me. stuffs flashing across my brain like an enless movie. feeling restless , can't sit down at all to finish up my work. don't even know whats the matter with me. i even just vacummed the floor of my room at 1:40am. insane lifestyle! to me, thinking is a chore. i think too much most of the time and when i get tired of it i just shut it off. like right now.. so maybe that's the cause for my awkward behaviour. i can be a real pain in the arse at times when i don't make use of my brain, i'll just be as straight forward as i am, i will not even know if i've hurt that person's feelings or whatsoever. or maybe even answering your question with the stupidest answer you can ever think of and its super off topic. after that i'll just reminicise about it and think of how stupid i've acted. i never like confronting a situation. usually i'll try avoiding or forgetting. it's...

just got home from town. managed to use the esprit $10 voucher . did not put it to waste like usual. usually, i just simply forget about them, but today, i'm glad i remembered. :) tons of projects but have not started on one. i've been procrastinating as usual. stupid a2 size structure for design drawing will be due on tue! i wonder why did the lecturer ever thought of us doing an a2 structure. like hello, we have problem doing the small one already. dumb ass! my pimples will start popping out again with the upcoming sleepless nights. i need to find time, plan time. tons of things to do but seriously i don't even know where to start.. clean my workspace & bedroom buy clothes for cny complete my assignments get my com fixed start doing more stuffs for my da gallery design a new layout & think of new contents for my site revamp my room some are unnecessary but still i just listed them down. mom and dad have been nagging at me for my untidy room... i just have ...

everyone seems to be shifting their blog to livejournal . i much prefer blogging there than on my webby, due to the fact that you can select whether you want to share your entry with anyone, friends or even set it to private. and also for the fact that i feel that i can confess everything with ease and not hold back anything. so, most likely i might change this site into a portfolio or something it pretty much depends. blogging on websites are getting much outdated already. man, i think we are the only class that has to do an a2 size structure on the theme "upstairs, downstairs". it's kinda insane since we've to hand it up next week?! other classes have to either paint it or draw 'em out. man i think our lecturer might be mad.